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you were one of the closest people I had. we shared secrets, memories, and even a fair share of gossips. but thinking back on what we had, tbh it was quite superficial wasn't it? there were many times that I wasn't happy in this friendship - you put me down many times and I felt as if it was always a competition to you. it's almost as if we were just great frenimes. in a way, I believe that there were many times that we did genuinely cared for each other, but it was always when we were alone together. when it was just the two of us, only then I felt that you could finally lower your guard and treat me as a true friend. you were there for me, but part of me wonders if all that was so that you could be aware about my happenings in life so that you could take comfort in knowing that on the other hand, whenever there were people around, I felt as if you had to constantly prove to others that you were more superior than me.

you were one of the closest people I had. we shared secrets, memories, and even a fair share of gossips. but thinking back on what we had, tbh it was quite superficial wasn't it? there were many times that I wasn't happy in this friendship - you put me down many times and I felt as if it was always a competition to you. it's almost as if we were just great frenimes. in a way, I believe that there were many times that we did genuinely cared for each other, but it was always when we were alone together. when it was just the two of us, only then I felt that you could finally lower your guard and treat me as a true friend. you were there for me, but part of me wonders if all that was so that you could be aware about my happenings in life so that you could take comfort in knowing that on the other hand, whenever there were people around, I felt as if you had to constantly prove to others that you were more superior than me.